Ugly Love (Hoover)/Chapter 11
from the Collection âUgly Loveâ
Chapter Summary
Before leaving her familyâs home, Tate heard her father ask Miles how he had slept. Miles blamed Corbinâs sleep talking, and her father remarked that he was glad Miles had stayed in Corbinâs room. Corbin missed the exchange.
Miles later shook her fatherâs hand and spoke privately to him. During the drive with Miles and her brother, Tate wondered what he had said and whether he regretted their conversation the previous night. His silence made her uneasy.
Needing space rather than a bathroom, Tate persuaded Corbin to stop at a gas station. She wished she could read Milesâs thoughts and enter his heart. However, Miles followed her inside, and being near him continued to overwhelm her.
After wasting time washing her hands, Tate found Miles waiting outside the restroom. He offered to buy her a drink or food. She declined but suggested candy when he seemed disappointed, and he smiled and led her to the candy aisle.
They lingered over candy neither really wanted. When Tate called the situation strange, Miles openly acknowledged their mutual desire to be together in the backseat. They discussed childhood candy cigarettes and confirmed that neither of them smoked.
Tate admitted she did not want candy, but they still hesitated to leave. Miles gently took two of her fingers. When she asked about his private words to her father, he said he had apologized. He released her hand near the exit.
Walking back, Tate doubted she could keep to their second rule: she increasingly wanted a place in Milesâs future, not just physical intimacy. Miles told Corbin there had been a long line, and Corbin showed no suspicion about their absence.
Later, Tate recalled wishing with Corbin that they could fly and told him his work had fulfilled that childhood dream. She asked about watching sunrises from the air. Corbin said he was too busy working to notice, which saddened her.
Miles quietly said he watched the sunrise every time he flew, but kept the experience itself private. Tate called both men superheroes for flying. Miles replied that her work saving lives was more impressive, leaving her even less confident she could resist wanting a future with him.
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Sometimes my silence is saying, *I donât know how to speak to you. I donât know what youâre thinking. Talk to me. Tell me everything youâve ever said. All the words. Starting from your very first one.*
- I donât know if I can do this, Miles. I donât know if I can follow rule number two, because I suddenly want to climb into your future more than I want to climb into the backseat with you.*
Defying gravity? Watching sunrises and sunsets from places Mother Nature didnât intend for you to watch them from? You really are superheroes, if you think about it.